I'm not gonna lie, I've been wanting to do a part two since I first did
part one, and then I saw
Kristin
posted her part two this week and figured I needed to do it too.
Honestly, I had so much fun talking about the intimate details of my
life and giving y'all a little insight on who I really am. So, I am
going to roll with it, and give y'all some more.
If you really knew me....
kinda deep and a little baby related
You'd
know that I'm struggling to get my photo business rolling. The
hardships of having only one lens, an outdated/slow computer, very
little time to take/edit pictures, a full time job on top, the fear of
not being good, and not having much confidence in my work even though
others say it is good overwhelms me at times. I find that when I push
myself through these things I end up surprising myself and realizing I
can do it. I need to get over that hill again.
You
would know that I am not scared of being a new Mom, I feel like I was
born with natural maternal instincts and have been waiting for this
moment my whole life. I was that kid who chose to babysit on the
weekends rather hang out with friends. I am actually more nervous about
adapting to this new life. I'm scared of less time time/focus with my
husband, not sleeping, lack of attendance to social outings, raising a
baby while my husband is still in medical school, and more.
You'd know that the pregnancy was not planned, though after dealing with some health issues
back in April and
facing some new health issues over the summer and having to start a new medication therapy, recently we
spontaneously tossed up the idea that we may want to get pregnant sooner
than we planned since my health situation would make things more
difficult. And my goodness, we definitely didn't think it could
really happen or happen that fast
thank you to those 4 glasses of wine. Now you can all go laugh at me because I wrote
this post back in April, and now look at me, eating my words, haha!
You
would know that I am already freaking out about how cold it is in
Birmingham. I'm not one for the cold weather, so this will be a long
ride. I have horrible circulation, so as my right leg is nice and warm,
my left leg will be ice cold. I am already in trouble with Joel as he
found the thermostat on 80 degrees this week. Oops.
You'd
know that I love to travel and want to see the world. I often think
about where Joel and I will live after he is done with Medical School,
and I think "Oh wow... south Florida, Nashville, or the Carolina's would
be beautiful," but then I get scared and think how hard it will be to
start over again in a new place. It took about a year for us to
appreciate Birmingham, and now that we're comfy, we're not sure if we
could leave again.
You would know that choosing a name
for our baby will be the hardest thing ever. I love unique/un-common
but classic names. The minute I hear my favorite name being said just a
little more frequently, I immediately develop a dislike for it. I also
am strong willed on this topic and won't share my favorite baby names
with anyone. It's like the rules in football, you don't show the other
team your playbook.
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That is all I can muster up for today folks. If you have any questions for me, you can ask me
here, and I'll be happy to answer :)
Happy Thursday! Tomorrow is Friday and I'm so excited for the weekend already!